my story... sttt... secret... don't tell others

It's my stories...

Well everybody known facebook as well as their life.

Facebook make us can find another people, old friends, and another new people. I am the one of facebookers and one day, I looked in my wall, a new friend requested.. I looked up the name,.. And I knew it's a boy's.. I confirmed and I opened his profile, I was shocked and well, he really cool with that picture. I was so exited. Then I finded a new message. I opened and it was him.. 'cool'. But I not loved him. Just liked. We kidding each other in our message then... I dont know,, I'm just kidding but I writen there. 'I love you'... It suck... He has a girlfriend that time.. But he accepted me as well... I writen 'muuahh' he also replied ' muaah, love you babe.' well, I'm still felt just liked not love.. So I ask him.. Would you being my bad boy, and I'm your naughty girl? He was said yes..

Wow,,, cooollll/...... But we still kidding.

Time is passing by... We haven't contact again, he never replied my message,. Well, I felt something wrong,, something lost from my life, I felt alone, unhappy again,. I opened his profile, I knew he was just opened not long time ago. But he not replied my message. *I want to write down in his wall, I cant,, it seems he dont want know me,... Well I thought it would be fine.. I'm not loved him I'm just liked. Well so I told to my self.. " forget him. He was nothing!!!!"

But I'm wrong, I loved him, really.... I missed him so..... But it's okay.. I'm waited.... A month passing, he poked me.. I felt glad... I reply, but I must wait him for replied me... Minimal 1 hours... After a few days I think our relation is fine now.. So I opened his profile, I saw what he was doing, but its just hurt my heart, one day I find a good status, then I told him " I hate you" he just replied " haha... Why" am confused, because I still love him.. And I told him " I don't know something wrong with my brain... May be" and he replied again " haha lol".. So I replied £ you kidding me huh" he just told " mmm.... Kinda..." I realired now.... That time I really wanna cry.. But I cant... I'm just stuck in the moment,, it's emotion.. I'm over, I wanna survive It just

I cant looked him have a girlfriend, got a lot of flirt.t in another side, I wish I never met him.. Damn!!.. It's enough ( I minded). I remove him from my friend... But after that, I'm shock when I opened my wall, his still poked me.. Well it's like I'm one step go to the heaven... Haha.. I got it... I poked him back, well not like c ommonly, I don't need to waiting for a few moment, his have replied back faster than before I removed him... And even he always online, from 5a.m until 3a.m. I never have his time like this since I've been him friend.. But now, it's amazing.. It's like no space between ours poked... Hahaha,,,... Damn sill loved him... But, I wasn't get hurt again because him....